I view my current situation as one of being at a point in my life where I must
go forward in my life living from my heart and my purpose as I know and
understand it at this time. Three years ago I was 4 and ½ months into a 6 month
court ordered rehab and sinking fast. I was not willing to let go of my
intellect that I thought had served me so well up to this point. Yea, it served
me so well. I was 42 years old and facing 2 years in the state jail for
burglary. I had developed a nasty crack cocaine habit. That is where my
intellect had led me. A very insightful therapist I saw at the rehab empowered
me to understand where my intellect had gotten me and to think about where it
was leading me. Straight to jail. So, I got honest with myself and surrendered
and became transformed that very instant. It was immediately noticeable to all I
was a changed person. I left the program successfully and went through the next
phases of my court imposed regimen. I got a job doing what I had always
done-working beneath my abilities in low paying restaurant jobs, but with the abilities I had learned to this
point. This only served me for about 3-4 months and then I got a job in commission
sales selling wireless phones. I did very well and learned some self reliance and became an earner and
did something in my life I had never done before-stayed at this job for over a
year. In October of 2002 I came to the next juncture of my life when I made a
conscious decision to live life from and inward perspective instead of one that
was outwardly centered. I came to the conclusion that all going on in my life was in my inward control and manifested outside by my inner thoughts and positive emotions.My life again took an immediate and noticeable (inward
and outward) change. I became very self motivated and began to live with faith,
desire and a lot of purpose, You might say I became very self possessed. Like I
was all of a sudden an entity with a purpose. At that point, I changed jobs to
one that was a little more challenging and 100% commission sales. You might say
I took a leap of faith. A little before this time I got interested in the
internet and how I could use it for self change and financial profit. Using the
net I was led to several seminal ebooks and authors that I read and used to make
more changes in my life. I made up my mind that this was the way I was going to
live in the future. I used my faith and desire to make a nice living selling and
learned some interesting thing about myself and my ablities. The money I was
making enabled me to personally work with Ann Taylor Harcus in several sessions
to clear some blocks that were holding me back.
Now it is June of 2003 and I have taken another leap of faith and quit a job
that was making me over $1300 per week and enabling my fiancé and I to step up
to a higher life. I had set my weekly earning goal to $2000 per week and had to
reach for it and it was not going to happen in my current job. I am not so sure
I want to see if it is going to happen with this newest job. I want to take the
leap of faith and go to the next level of living and being that is living with
faith, trust and adherence to Universal Laws and Principles.
I view my current situation as one of never being able to turn back now that I
know certain truths about the universe and my relationship to it and how it
enables us to apply specialized knowledge and wisdom and have all that we want
and need. My association with Joe Vitale and reading and using his book
“Spiritual Marketing” has led me to your program and I was intrigued with the
email I received. I followed my heart and am placing myself in your “classroom”
and I am going to put the things I have learned into action. There is no way I
can turn back and go return to my old way of living or the way most “average”
people live today. I am placing myself in the position to profit from your
book because I think I need a push to jettison myself into action. I have all
the things in place to gain from this next step. I am looking forward to
everything that is coming in my future. Thanks, Gary, for letting me have this forum to begin to write my story and eventually reach my goal of telling the world my story. At the risk of sounding cocky(I think bold!), the readers of this site are getting to see a work in progress as I am in the next pahse of my life and using everything I have learned up to now and putting it into action to manifest the riches I know and trust will arrive. I will keep posting here as things develop. I am going to jump off the cliff and grow wings.
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